Choosing between love and friend

This post will be all about choosing between love and friend

LOVE VS FRIEND

ELDON VS EDLYN

For people who don't know, Eldon is edlyn brother and 

eldyn is my best friend. To let me choose, of course i will choose edlyn.

I don't want them to quarrel because of me or what.

So here what happen, i just simply asking Eldon a question and things turn out that they quarrel because of me again. I don't mean to vent my anger on edlyn but i can't control when they quarrel in front of their parents. Hello! have you all think about my stand and think about how i am going to face your family?? 

Now i am the problem maker that make the sibling quarrel because of me. so well done!

i know it's wrong to vent my anger on Edlyn but i am sorry. I dont mean it! why can't some one understand it!! JUST LEFT ME ALONE!! I HATE MY LIFE!! I JUST LOOK PATHETIC!!

I already forget those smiles that i have in the past.

I NEED SOMETIME ALONE

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Moving on

A month ago, I went club with Edlyn, her brother and friends. Till then, I get to being close to her brother and this is where all the thing start. Okay. So let bring you all back to Edlyn house warming. I know Edlyn for 7 years as I say before. So indirectly saying that I do see her brother before but only after the house warming, I feel that he is my type. But don't misunderstood me, I don't have feeling for him at that moment. So I told Edlyn about it after her house warming and she was like making fun of me all the times. But I always response with " aiyo. Me and your brother is impossible one la. as we always don't end up with out type one." haha

So after the club, we suddenly become so close and he even told me that he had feeling for me. Of cos, since he is my type, I'm damn happy to know that he like me. However I didn't say I like him or what la. but slowly I do have feeling for him and even without saying, he do know that I have feeling for him.

However, nothing is always perfect. Suddenly one night, he say that he can't get over his ex girlfriend.. This sentence had turn all the happiness to hell. Who will be able to accept someone who can't get over their ex. I do understand that he can't get over his ex as it is his first one? So being stubborn, I choose to wait. I am that kind of person which very persistent with the things I want. So who to blame? Haha.

I always been lying to myself and hoping for a miracle to happen. But until the day of my birthday, I then start to understand that I am just lying to myself. If he really have the heart, he will celebrate birthday for me. But I waited the whole day but he never even ask me out. This is the worst birthday I have ever had!!

But being stubborn! I still don't wish to give up till last week. Edlyn told me a lot of stuff and she told me that her mum know.. Despite I still not wanted to give up. However, I really don't want because of me let Edlyn Xin tong. In addition, I think that if I was to give up, I will be release from waiting and suffering?

So I brought a cap and write a letter for him. Date his on Thursday,9 aug 2012, just to pass him the thing and make our last memories. Preparing myself to look the best and have the last date with him. Till the end, despite feeling to tears out. I still ensure to smile all the way.

Good bye to you, Eldon. I will move on with my life. If we are really meant to be together we will be. I hope that I really can move on like what I say. Thinking of so many friends around me, worries for me and etc. I dont wish to disappoint them..

Here a photo of me on my last date.
You will always stand a important space in my heart. Saranghae.

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Angie First Post

It been so long since i last blog. Last time i do blog but just don't know what happen, i just stop blogging. 

So no matter what, i starting to blog again and let start off with some introduction?^^

 I currently now studying in poly and  my life is like just your, a lots up and down BUT

of course i do have some awesome and fun people around me.

This is me. I know i look original, but do spend more time knowing me~~^^

This is the 3 awesome friends i have in my life. 

Firstly, Let start with the guy at the left. 

His name is Wei zhao. Nickname: BEAR BEAR! don't you think that he look like a bear? 

Okay so i know him since secondary 3 which is 5 years till now.

Actually, i don't expect him to be one of my best friends last time. But he is really a awesome friend,

He had always been there for me when ever i need some one to talk to PLUS 

HE IS A JOKER!!!

He really cheer us up no matter what happen. 

Secondly, guy on the top right

His name is Nicholas Teo. Nickname: Boat. 

The reason why his nickname is boat was because he is damn fair so we always make fun of him

just like 小白人 ，小白船。So that's how his nickname came by. 

Okay, so he is another awesome friend of me. He is a prefect guy with smart brain and

MOST IMPORTANTLY!!!

HE IS STILL SINGLE!

so any girls out there interested in him, do let me know^^ 

let me be the matchmaker~~

 This girl is the most important people in my life!!!

Her name is call Edlyn which is also my QIQI!!!

I know her for like 7 years which is like damn long. 

Even thought we do quarrel but i am so glad that till now we still stay as best friends.  

She been there for me no matter what and thats the reason why i love her. 

QIQI, thanks for being there for me whenever i need you.. You have been a good friends to me. 

This girl is my girlfriend!!!

Her name is call Jasmine. She is one year younger than me but we are still able talk about our secret with each other. What can i say about her... Hmmmm...

She is totally the same as me!

Not only just body size and even character. 

She is as crazy as me and even the way we think is the same..

She just like my twinny~~ 

Being with her is the most funnier thing in my life. 

we always do embarrasses things together~

Currently, she in Australia studying. I do miss her a lot

even though we don't meet up as often but our friendship didn't turn out awkward.

BABE! I MISS YOU!!! come back soon!!<3<3

So basically, this is the few people who are important in my life. of course there are more

but too bad.. most of the picture is in my phone so i cant update now. But i will try to update it in the next post.

SEE YA!! Angie signing off~

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